Outside

Album: Butterfly (1997)
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  • This is about Mariah Carey being biracial and not having a place in the world. The song is very close to her. The singer told VH1 in 1997: "I wrote 'Outside' as a multi-racial person and having the feeling there's no one the same as you. That's how I felt growing up. It wasn't the easiest thing to go that road alone. I have a lot of memories like being in kindergarten and drawing a picture of my family and the teachers are going, 'You're using the wrong color! Why are you making your father brown?' That's the first time that I felt like there was something wrong with me. I always hated my name because it made me feel different. Now when people come up to me and they're like, 'This is my baby, her name is Mariah,' and it's an interracial baby, I feel like, 'Okay, I'm not alone like I used to be.'" >>
    Suggestion credit:
    Angie - Marengo, IA
  • Carey's mother is Irish, and her father is Black and Venezuelan. That would make her biracial.
  • This track is from Carey's sixth studio album, Butterfly, which debuted at #1 in the US. The album helped the singer spread her wings both personally and professionally. She decided to end her marriage to Tommy Mottola, a music mogul who had a lot of influence over her career, and continued to explore the hip-hop direction she started on her previous album, Daydream. She recalled in her 2020 memoir, The Meaning Of Mariah Carey: "Tommy and the label were also resistant to what my new sound represented. Again I heard the refrain 'too urban,' which of course was code for 'too Black' - and yeah, I wasn't ever going back."
  • Mariah knew the song would resonate with anyone who grew up feeling like they were on the outside looking in, whether the reason was race, religion, or sexual orientation. The singer told Pride Source that many of her gay fans have told her the song helped them come out to their families.

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