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This reflects the mood of lead singer Billy Corgan, who was very depressed when he wrote it. Corgan was in therapy, suffering from writer's block, and struggling with expectations that The Smashing Pumpkins would be the next Nirvana.
Corgan: "I was really suicidal. I just thought it was funny to write a song that said today is the greatest day of your life because it can't get any worse."
Corgan played almost all the instruments on this, partly because he was a control freak and partly because drummer Jimmy Chamberlain was unreliable due to drug problems.
The record company put a lot of pressure on the band to complete this album, which put Corgan in a tough spot because he was having trouble writing songs. This came to him pretty quickly and his demo appeased the record company because they thought it would be a hit.
Corgan never thought much of this song. He thought of it as a light pop song, even though many listeners thought it was quite meaningful.
This was played a lot on radio stations and MTV. It helped draw lots of new fans to The Smashing Pumpkins.
The production cost for the video was $150,000. In the video, Billy Corgan is dressed up as an Ice Cream truck driver. On his uniform, his name is spelled "Billie." (thanks, Alex - My city by the lake, MN)
Corgan says he remembers a time when he was younger and the local ice cream man decided that today would be the day that he quit, so he drove round the neighborhood giving free ice cream to all the kids. At the start of the video this is echoed when Billy's character gives smiling children free treats, then drives off on his wild ride. (thanks, Matthew - Santa Barbara, CA)
The album was produced by Butch Vig, who worked with Nirvana and was one of the first to use Pro Tools software to record and mix directly into a computer. He is also the drummer for Garbage.
This was the first single released off the album in the US. Corgan wanted "Cherub Rock" released instead, but the record label insisted on this. They did release "Cherub Rock" first in the UK.
The Smashing Pumpkins performed this on Saturday Night Live on October 30, 1993. (thanks, John - Colorado Springs, CO)
Comments:
It's about suicide. "Today is the greatest day I've ever known. Can't live for tomorrow"...duh.
Pink ribbon scars are track marks.
- Justin, Denver, CO
i was listening to this song in 1997.
12 years later i found myself singing "today is the greatest day i've ever known..".and it was the first time i really understand..
- alteri, athens, Greece
The people having sex was all a mirage in Billie's head (I know his name is spelled Billy but he's called Billie in the video), I think it was meant to express his sense of desire and distraction (basically, his want to commit suicide) while he had a larger goal, to deliver ice cream in a desert (to deliver good music where there was none (remembering this was a time where he thought VERY highly of his music, even though he still does, which is probably the reason he makes it so good)), In the end, he finds that he can have fun doing his duty, or that there is a good side to life. that's what I've always gotten out of the video.
And to the person who thought this song was funny until they learned what it meant: Depression doesn't mean you can't be funny, the song was meant to be very sarcastic, and I actually like that kind of dark humor.
- Rob, Sheffield Lake, OH
Man, how could I have survived teenage years without this album.what with the ice cream trucks and hummers and rockets and whatever a silverf*** is, all the songs have something you can relate to.
- Matt, Houston, TX
been listening to that song forever, im in love with both it and the video, never knew he was suicidal when he wrote it... they both go together fantastically, if you ask me. actually im planning to get married on this song. seriously, think its the best thing to sound while going to the altar.
- annie, sofia, Bulgaria
Another beautiful song written from the heart of corgan
- chris, new york, NY
I like in the video when he throws his hat into the back of the icecream truck...awesome...who knew someone dressed as an ice cream man could be sooo hott. i think the lyrics are beautiful and the meaning behind them makes it even more beautiful...it reminds me of this guy i used to love and it broke my heart when he was taken away...this was our song we used to sing the lyrics to eachother as we passed in the halls and then we'd laugh real hard...3 i miss him
- Madalyn, Greensburg, PA
Whether this song came out first or second is immaterial; and if Corgan feels 'Today' is just one of the tracks on their album, then this comes to prove that authors are rarely objective about the product of their art. Is not the Artist just an instrument of God?
'Today' is the song that made me fall in love with the music of 'The Smashing Pumpkins'. And - subjective as I am - the video to this song is their best ever - even if it was cheaply shot.
Their first albums were the most successful: slow, sad and emotionally violent - but beyond and above all - full of tenderness.
This was later lost.
Their last releases mark the impotence of words and sounds not meant to be shared. 'The Smashing Pumpkins' had nothing to say anymore. I could hardly express my disappointment with 'Zero', 'Dusk Till Dawn', etc.
Yet, if there ever was a rock band I could listen to again and again, then that would be 'The Smashing Pumpkins'. They are great in their own imperfect way.
- Pavel Tsvetkov, Varna, Bulgaria
I believe "Today" is a morbidly sarcastic song. I always wondered though, if when Billy wrote "Pink ribbon scars will never forget..." he was refering to the scars on his left hand.
- Dena, Nowhere To Be, NJ
The video is about when Billy Corgan's was younger thee ice cream man quit one day and give out free ice cream to the children in the neighborhood
- Stacey, St.petersburg, FL
I think this song is about suicide. "Pink ribbon scars that never forget" refers to scars on the wrists of someone who has attempted suicide. "I tried so hard to cleanse these regrets" - people who slit their wrists usually do so in water as it soothes the pain. So, "Today is the greatest day i've ever known, cant wait for tomorrow, tomorrow's much to long" is saying, today is when he's finally going to end it all, he cant face another day. It's greatest as in biggest, not best. I'm not sure about the "I want to turn you on" bits at the end though, any ideas?
- orangebeaker, Edinburgh, Scotland
I was really disapointed by the video clip. Its such a powerful and moving song and the video just didn't do it any justice
- Mark, Canberra
Corgan did not play ALL the instruments in this song/recording. Cherub Rock debuted in the stats before Today!
- richard, Indianapolis, IN
HAH! I thought this song was sort of funny . . . until, of course, I read Corgan was depressed during its writing. Oops. I still think this would be a cool song to play at a funeral . . . "Today is the greatest day I've ever known" and so on! Hee.
- Tim, Kilkenny, Ireland
I believe that the video for Cherub Rock began playing on MTV before the video for Today, Cherub Rock started playing in July/August, Today i believe debuted in October
- Nick, Arlington Heights, IL
It's not a stupid video, it's not supposed to make sense that much. Basically Billy plays an ice cream man who stops giving a f**k. everyone else is out in the desert making out and pleasing themselves, while he's just having fun his own little way and smothering his inhibitions.
- Dennis, Toledo, OH
What a stupid video. They shouldn't have had all those people making out, it didn't make any sense being interspersed with the ice cream man stuff. Great song though.
- Kurt, Downers Grove, IL
That random girl he picked up was a guy... James Iha. ;)
- Cam, St. Catharines, Canada
Actually Billy Corgan said he got the theme for this video based a certain event-he remembered when he was younger, that the ice cream man quit and drove around in a van or something like that
- chrissy, Miami, FL
The video is of the average classic love story:
Ice-cream man goes for a drive, picks up random girl, finds random sign of humanity (petrol station i think), cover the van in paint, then let someone else drive away in it.
CLASSIC
(plz correct me if im wrong)
- Andy, Halifax, England