Au/Ra explained to Genius
that she based the song on the feeling of not fitting in at school. Rather than talking about the anxiety itself she wanted to delve into what that feeling actually feels like.
"It feels like you're being chased by something, like you're being chased by your fears, you're acting in a way that you don't want to act, because you're scared and it's all these emotions that are coming out and you don't know what to do with them," she said. "So the way that the song progresses is kind of like... it's talking about basically running away from a monster."