Feel What You Want

Album: Land of the Living (1994)
Charted: 33
Play Video

Songfacts®:

  • This was Kristine W's first #1 Dance hit - she would have 15 more. It was released in 1994, 13 years after she won the Miss Washington pageant. In that time, Kristine established herself as a prime performer, headlining a stage show in Las Vegas with her group Kristine W and the Sting. She also developed her skills as a songwriter and co-wrote all the songs on her first major label album, Land of the Living, released in 1996.

    In our full interview with Kristine W, she explained the inspiration for this song: "My stepfather had died and I really was depressed over his sudden death. He was my mentor, really, and one of my heroes. And he died of an aneurysm really suddenly. So that was really feeling his loss. That song just made me think about everything from religion to pollution to the planet. I wove a lot of things that I was feeling into that song. 'Sun rises at 9, it departs at 5 again, ain't doing overtime no more. In this world of color the brightest pictures are plugged right into your wall,' in television, you know, it just seemed like everything on the news was depressing. So when you're depressed it even seems more depressing. I felt like I was numb from the death and I was not living anymore. I was just kind of existing."
  • Kristine wrote this song with the production/songwriting team of Rollo Armstrong and Robert Dougan, who also produced the track. She went to London to meet with Armstrong and Dougan, taking quite a leap of faith to do it. "I'd gone to London, I didn't know anybody," she told us, adding, "was really feeling kind of precarious, too, because I wasn't signed with the record label. I leave the States to go across the pond all by myself and work with these songwriters and stay at this hotel and hope that I'm not going to get raped or killed. I really didn't know a lot about the record label and the people behind it. I just had a gut feeling and I kind of rolled with it. They ended up being good people and it was a great project, but at the end of the day you could have found me in the garbage can or something if it would have gone not so good."
  • This song charted in the UK twice, first at #33 when it was first released in 1994, then at #40 with a 1997 remix by Peter Ries. Said Kristine: "I was playing to the Las Vegas audience putting myself through school and I come back from London and 'Feel What You Want' blew up over in London, and then it was a big hit over here. And it was really a huge hit in the gay clubs. Because they took that song and that became their mantra. 'Feel what you want it to be, what you want it to feel' became this massive gay anthem, and I didn't even know that it was. So that was a surprise. And it was really a cool surprise, because I got this fan base that was amazingly fun and supportive."

Comments: 1

  • Reapsgrimly from Utah, Usawell said, I lost my soulmate to cancer, afterward there was no incentive to live. during that time I seemed to migrate from rock to techno. thank god tiesto heard the call. from his music to all the other. too much in life diverts our attention from what is real, from what is truth. these performers are not that much different other than their insight and, what can I say, the beat, the beat, the beat. techno has a future about it. the future requires you to breathe. keep waking up each day and breathe... thank you
see more comments

Editor's Picks

Wang Chung Pick The Top Songs Of The '80s

Wang Chung Pick The Top Songs Of The '80sSongwriter Interviews

'80s music ambassadors Wang Chung pick their top tracks of the decade, explaining what makes each one so special.

What Musicians Are Related to Other Musicians?

What Musicians Are Related to Other Musicians?Song Writing

A big list of musical marriages and family relations ranging from the simple to the truly dysfunctional.

Barry Dean ("Pontoon," "Diamond Rings And Old Barstools")

Barry Dean ("Pontoon," "Diamond Rings And Old Barstools")Songwriter Interviews

A top country songwriter, Barry talks about writing hits for Little Big Town, Tim McGraw and Jason Aldean.

David Paich of Toto

David Paich of TotoSongwriter Interviews

Toto's keyboard player explains the true meaning of "Africa" and talks about working on the Thriller album.

Lou Gramm - "Waiting For A Girl Like You"

Lou Gramm - "Waiting For A Girl Like You"They're Playing My Song

Gramm co-wrote this gorgeous ballad and delivered an inspired vocal, but the song was the beginning of the end of his time with Foreigner.

Who Did It First?

Who Did It First?Music Quiz

Do you know who recorded the original versions of these ten hit songs?