My Life

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  • (Nigga, uh)
    Yeah, huh (nigga uh)
    Why don't ya'll take a look into my life?
    See what I see
    (Nigga uh, nigga, nigga, nigga uh)

    At the age of fourteen, introduce to coops
    Learnin' how to seduce niggaz takin' they loot
    Quickly, got involved with this money lifestyle
    The finer things, all kinda things, power, money
    Cars and diamond rings, and nice braids, flaunt it
    The Gucci boots with the G's on it
    A high price for this 'high price' life

    While I'm on tour is my man cheatin' just for spite?
    And if you only knew I hold my minks at nights with cheap
    Or no other hands can hold me right
    My girls ain't the same, guess it's cuz the fame
    Bitches smile in my face and throw dirt on my name
    Mad cuz I made it, now friends intimidated
    Hate it that I'm in the same game as them
    With mo' fame than them, they know who they are
    This life is no joke, got us havin' to broke

    You was my sister, who used to dream together
    How we could make it real big, do our thing together
    Huh, Thelma & Louise together, remember them days?
    Them niggas we played? Now we don't even speak
    Went our seperate ways, seperate lives
    Lost friendship for pride, playin' the game
    About to forfeit high price life, I can't afford it

    My life, do ya feel what I feel?
    My life, a black girl's ordeal my life
    Do ya see what I see?
    Have you been where I've been?
    Can you go where I go?

    My life
    Do ya'll know what it feels like?
    Do ya'll know what it be like?
    Do ya see what I see?
    Have you been where I've been?
    Can you go where I go?

    Daddy's girl, in his wildest dreams
    Said he think that lil' Ing will be illest in this rap-thing
    Age 4 in my mother's shoes, swore I could sing
    And even as a little girl I was doin' my thing
    Uh, confused, I ain't asked to be born
    Nigga so dumb, shoulda used a condom
    Ask mommy every day, when daddy gon' come?
    But he never showed up

    I would pimp for them, became demented, then men?
    Resented them, just the scent of 'em made me earl
    'Specially the baller ones tryin' to buy me with pearls
    All I needed was love, all I wanted was love

    Lack of love had me fallin' for thugs
    The niggas who ain't care, just like Daddy
    If he ain't care, why should they?
    For this 'high price' life, it's the price I pay

    My life, do ya feel what I feel?
    My life, a black girl's ordeal my life
    Do ya see what I see?
    Have you been where I've been?
    Can you go where I go?

    All my girls cross the world that feel what I feel
    Hearts bruised, then been way I been, keep it movin'
    Let him do his thing, I'm the one he's lovin'
    I'm here to show ya'll, havin' a kid ain't meanin' nuthin'

    That ain't keepin' him, 'specially if he in love with another chick
    Then you stuck with the 'babymother-shit'
    Don't be lovin' niggas more than yaself
    Let 'em roam, a dog always finds his way home

    Shit, ya'll don't wanna take my place, cashin' cases
    Spit in faces, I never seem falsely accused
    While some say it's rude
    But if I was a dude, they all be amused
    But I'm a woman, so I'm a bitch, simple as that
    Double-standards, call him a Mack, call me a hoe
    Say I'm in it for the dough, but tell me
    What tha fuck he in it for?

    Wanted it all, now it's all mine
    Loneliness, sorrow, confusion and pain
    Nightmares, headlines, "Rapper found slain"
    If it wasn't for my moms I'd drown in this pain
    Now ya'll see what it's like, ya'll don't wanna be me
    Cuz it ain't always what it seem on TV
    Shit, but this is my '9 to 5' ya'll
    Sometimes I wanna slit my wrist and end my life ya'll

    My life, do ya feel what I feel?
    My life, a black girl's ordeal my life
    Do ya see what I see?
    Have you been where I've been?
    Publisher: Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group, MUSICWORKS INTERNATIONAL
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  • Ivy from Springfield, NeI don't like this song. Too many swears.
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