Album: Vitalogy (1994)

Charted: 102

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• Vacate is the word
  Vengeance has no place so near to her
  Cannot find the comfort in this world
  
  Artificial tear
  Vessel stabbed, next up, volunteer?
  Vulnerable wisdom can't adhere
  
  A truant finds home
  And I wish to hold on
  But there's a trapdoor in the sun
  
  Immortality
  
  As privileged as a whore
  Victims in demand for public show
  Swept out through the cracks beneath the door
  
  Holier than thou, how?
  Surrendered, executed, anyhow
  Scrawl dissolved, cigar box on the floor
  
  A truant finds home
  And I wish to hold on, too
  But saw the trapdoor in the sun
  
  Immortality
  
  I cannot stop the thought
  I'm running in the dark
  Coming up a which way sign
  All good truants must decide
  
  Oh, stripped and sold mom
  Auctioned forearm
  And whiskers in the sink
  
  Truants move on
  Cannot stay long
  Some die just to live Writer/s: David Abbruzzese, Eddie Vedder, Jeff Ament, Mike Mccready, Stone Gossard
  Publisher: Universal Music Publishing Group
  Lyrics licensed and provided by LyricFind

Comments: 16

• Edie from El Paso, TxI think the "cigar box on the floor" reference is in reference to what he carried his school supplies in as a child.
• Patrik from Bratislava, SlovakiaOn youtube you can find the version of this song with original lyrics (before vitalogy album):
  
  I could take the sun
  I could call the couple anyone
  I won't tell the comfort in the world
  I can't take it off
  I won't say, "Enough, it's not my fault"
  I won't care, there's something in the wind
  Take me as I am
  I don't need this
  I die just to live
  Immortality...
  I could paint the moon
  I could reflect light into a room
  If I could, the fortune (all be there)
  I could paint it all
  I won't say, "Enough, it's not my fault"
  I won't call the altar in the air
  Take me as is
  I don't need this
  I die just to live
  Immortality...
  
  I can't take a walk
  I won't fight this world
  I won't save it all
  It is not my fault
  
  Take me as is
  I don't need this
  I die just to live
  I won't stay long
  I'll be long gone
  I die just to live...
• Joey from Westville, NyIf Eddie says it not about Kurt, then it's not. The cracks beneath the door... metaphorical bliss like music should be.
• Sarah from Portland, OrEddie Vedder said that this wasn't about Kurt, but at the same time he said it was about a person on a "parallel train" and had described him and Kurt as being on parallel trains from one another. So, who knows? Celebrities lie to the press all the time. I mean look at Kurt! He told people he lived under a bridge and all sorts of fantastic stories so he could keep his life to himself. I guess we'll never know for sure what this song is about.
• Taylor from Jacksonville, Fl"rape me" isn't about kurts feeling towards the media at all. its an anti-rape song. he wrote it before he was famous AND he said it was a blunt anti rape song in interviews.
  
  and i also think that the "priviledged whore" is a reference to Courtney. just an opinion tho
• Alex from Colebrook, CtYou people who state your comments like they are fact suck. If you think you actually have a good point show some backup for it, don't just write the first dumb thought that occurs to you.
  Opinion =/= fact.
  Maybe the Comments section would be more than a joke if people posted well thought out, worthwhile comments.
• Natasha from Oostende, BelgiumI think that he means that it is not ONLY about Kurt. And I have in mind an idea that the "privileged whore" shows on a certain wife, but it is too venturous thought...
• Patrick from Vero Beach, United StatesI think the line "As privileged as a whore, victims in demand for public show" could be taken as a reference to Nirvana's "Rape Me" which is a song about the way Cobain felt that he was being treated by the media, his "fans", and even his family and friends.
• Sivan from Seattle, Wai think it is about kurt. but eddie just doesn't want to say that and i understand him .
• Kurt from Millmerran, AustraliaIf this is about Kurt Cobain. Pearl Jam rock! Kurt Cobain forever
• Ash from Charleston, WvGod this is a good song!!
• Obzcure from AucklandIndeed eddie said its not about kurts death. infact he wrote it before kurts death he says. The cigar box (according to eddie) was a place where he used to hide his lyrics. Cigar boxes are also places where herion addicts hid their needles. Pearl jam though did play this song after kurts death and eddie dedicated it to kurt by duct taping a letter K (for kurt.. duh) over his heart.
• Laurie from Stony Point, Nythis song is about troubled kids and finding some kind of "home" they always feel they dont fit in or cant belong. the heartache to find love (not sexual, family love). the feeling of having no one to care for you and how society would rather not deal.
• Elliot from St. Louis, MoThis is a good song. Did Pearl Jam release this as a radio single? I thought it sounded familiar the first time i heard it.
• Matt from Millbrae, CaThe line "cigar box on the floor" references to how a cigar box was found on the floor at the scene on kurt's death.
• Arman from College Station, TxEddie Vedder said this song is not about Kurt Cobain.

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