This song seems to be about a man that is getting oral sex from a woman. He seems to have a past of it yet he's afraid of falling for her: "The felix of your truth will always break it and the iris of your eye will always shake it and the armies, the armies I have created will always hate it will always bait you on."
He seems to be having a major struggle with not wanting to love. It's sometimes easier to remain distanced and just experience the physical minus the emotion and the fear of the vulnerability that inevitably follows.
Denise - Yuba City, CA