Barely Holdin' On

Album: Hood Poet (2023)
Charted: 68
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Songfacts®:

  • Polo G grew up in the Chicago hood and has faced trauma throughout his life. "Barely Holdin' On" is a meditative trap ballad where he lays down bars about pulling strength from the darkest struggles.
  • The song opens with the chorus, where Polo vents about his mind being on thin ice.

    Barely holdin' on
    This life gets scary as it goes on
    Burdens while we carry on
    I ain't perfect, spare me if I'm wrong


    Life's thrown him curveballs and he's struggling to handle the heat. Polo is seeking some leeway and a nod for the wrong turns he's taken.
  • In the opening verse, Polo pays homage to his childhood buddy, Devonshay Lofton, also known as Tim Tim or TGucci. Tragically, he got caught in a drive-by at just 16 on September 18, 2014. The pain still feels fresh in Polo's heart.

    Sometimes I miss them days when me and bro was off it, tweaking
    I hate September 18th, that's when we lost a demon
    Why the real ones always leave? That's what I get exhausted thinking
    Can't be ungrateful 'bout this life, you know we fought to see it


    Polo G has kept Devonshay's memory alive through his music and has said that the G in his name stands for his homie Gucci.
  • In the next verse, Polo spits out his story like a soldier recounting war tales from the front lines.

    Shots from that steel nine, ain't from that hillside
    I'm from the trenches where they murder just to kill time
    A heavy heart, eyes rollin', through dark times, soulless
    Sorry that they took your son, I'm sendin' my condolence


    Polo stands with those who've lost sons in these cold, dark days, where some folks kill for kicks.
  • As the outro rolls in, Luna LePage's soulful vocals bring Polo some much-needed uplift.

    Ooh, there's a power in your soul
    Ooh, and I wanted you to know


    Luna LePage's vocals are sampled from Interupt's 2020 track "Power."
  • Southside, Dr. Luke, and Noah Goldstein's production blends mellow guitars and keyboards with a twitchy beat, creating an overall vibe that's both serene and unsettling.
  • Polo G released "Barely Holdin' On" as the lead single off Hood Poet on August 18, 2023, via Columbia Records.
  • Arrad directed the video, which shows scenes of Polo G at a piano as well as real individuals struggling with addiction, poverty, and violence. Polo chose the video's narratives himself.

    Iranian-American filmmaker Arrad's visual for Polo G's "RAPSTAR" was VMA nominated for Best Hip-Hop Video.

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