First Time

Album: The First Time (2015)
Play Video
  • I put on my make up
    Spray my perfume
    Sat on the front porch, waitin' on you
    Said we would catch up because it had been awhile
    I hate to admit it
    But my hands are shaking
    Barely breathin'
    Heart is racin'
    Looks like feelings don't always change their minds

    But you never called, never showed up
    Guess some things never change
    And just like living in a flashback
    You let me down again

    That's why the past should be the past
    Far behind, back of mind, out of the way
    Let the memories burn and crash
    'Cause sittin' here looking at the driveway
    Is just tearin' my heart back in half
    Like nothing's changed except the time that's passed
    And that's why good-bye should mean good-bye
    The first time

    I should know better
    I hate that I still cry
    Lookin' like a fool here watchin' for headlights
    And kickin' myself for believin' in you again
    I bet you're out drinkin' with a new blonde and
    Telling her whatevers playin' is her song
    Yeah and helping her up into your Chevy instead

    Even when you don't have me
    You can still be the one to hurt me
    It must feel good to know
    That I'm still holdin' on to letting go

    That's why the past should be the past
    Far behind, back of mind, out of the way
    Let the memories burn and crash
    'Cause sittin' here looking at the driveway
    Is just tearin' my heart back in half
    Like nothing's changed except the time that's passed
    And that's why good-bye should mean good-bye
    The first time

    Yeah that's why the past should be the past
    Far behind, back of mind, out of the way
    Let the memories burn and crash
    'Cause sittin' here looking at this driveway
    Is just tearin' my heart back in half
    Like nothings changed except the time that's passed
    And that's why good-bye should mean good-bye
    So I'm letting you go, just like I should have tried
    The first time,
    Oh the first time
    Oh yeah
    That's why the past should be the past
    Oh, the first time, yeah Writer/s: Kelsea Ballerini
    Publisher: Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
    Lyrics licensed and provided by LyricFind

Comments

Be the first to comment...

Editor's Picks

Classic Metal

Classic MetalFact or Fiction

Ozzy, Guns N' Roses, Judas Priest and even Michael Bolton show up in this Classic Metal quiz.

Michael W. Smith

Michael W. SmithSongwriter Interviews

Smith breaks down some of his worship tracks as well as his mainstream hits, including "I Will Be Here For You" and "A Place In This World."

Second Wind Songs

Second Wind SongsSong Writing

Some songs get a second life when they find a new audience through a movie, commercial, TV show, or even the Internet.

Reverend Horton Heat

Reverend Horton HeatSongwriter Interviews

The Reverend rants on psychobilly and the egghead academics he bashes in one of his more popular songs.

Gentle Giant

Gentle GiantSongwriter Interviews

An interview with Ray and Derek Shulman of the progressive rock band Gentle Giant to discuss counterpoint, polyrhythms, and... Bon Jovi.

Gilby Clarke

Gilby ClarkeSongwriter Interviews

The Guns N' Roses rhythm guitarist in the early '90s, Gilby talks about the band's implosion and the side projects it spawned.