Jigsaw

Album: Superache (2022)
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Songfacts®:

  • A jigsaw puzzle is a picture cut into pieces to be fit together. This pop-rocker finds Conan Gray altering his personality, behavior and looks so he'd be more attractive to his love interest. The singer had made so many changes, he's become a different person, unrecognizable to himself. He's like a jumbled jigsaw puzzle that is a mess rather than a clear picture showing who he is.

    I've changed every part of me
    Until the puzzle pieces aren't me, at all
    I look in the mirror, now I'm just a jigsaw


    The girl is no more interested in the new Conan Gray than the old one. Gray wonders what went wrong.

    Why don't you love me?
    Don't you love me?
  • Having transformed himself in vain to win the girl's heart, Gray is not happy with his new inauthentic self.

    If I made you like me, would I even like myself?
    Pointin' out all my flaws doesn't help


    After spending all his life changing to keep other people happy, Gray started doing the same to make his crushes love him. "I thought maybe if I dress a certain way, act a certain way, do my hair the way you'll like, then maybe you'll finally love me," he said.

    Naturally, this didn't work, and when Gray looked in the mirror, he barely recognized his "rearranged and twisted reflection." He hopes "Jigsaw" will serve as a warning for others not to mess up their own unique self to win somebody's love. Because even if they fall for you, it won't be the real you, just the version you made for them. And you will be left feeling empty inside.
  • Gray co-wrote "Jigsaw" with his regular songwriting partner Dan Nigro. The producer is best known for collaborating with Olivia Rodrigo on her debut album, Sour.
  • Gray originally wrote the song as a "diary entry rant" for himself about being a people pleaser - he had no intention of releasing it. He uploaded a snippet to his secret TikTok account on December 5, 2021, the day of his birthday. Fans fell in love with the clip, so he changed course and dropped "Jigsaw" as a single on January 21, 2022.
  • While we're on the subject of jigsaws, here are a few fun facts about the tiling puzzle from Encyclopedia of Trivia:

    The English mapmaker and geographer John Spilsbury invented jigsaw puzzles in 1760. He used a marquetry saw to produce maps of the British Empire cut in pieces.

    Early jigsaws were known as dissections. They were produced by mounting maps on sheets of hardwood and cutting along national boundaries, creating a puzzle useful for the teaching of geography.

    After completing in January 2001 a jigsaw given to him for his birthday, English widower Stuart Spencer noticed that the puzzle showed a picture of his late wife, who'd died back in 1997, when they were on holiday. The couple never knew that her picture had been taken.

    English craftsman Dave Evans spent weeks making a hand-cut 40,000-piece jigsaw puzzle for a world record attempt, using photographs of the Queen's diamond jubilee. Just a day after adding the last piece in April 2013, it collapsed on the floor of his workshop in Weymouth.

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