Fear
by NF

Album: Fear (2025)
Charted: 53 35
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  • Hello darkness, my old friend (hello)
    Knocking at my door again
    Begging me to come outside
    And let you back into my life
    Now, usually I'd be strong enough
    To lock the doors and keep 'em shut
    But not today, I'm desperate (desperate)
    So go ahead and come on in
    So go ahead and come on in
    So go ahead and come on in

    OCD is worse than ever, hands are bleeding
    Maybe I should take the pills, don't (whoa)
    Know what's going on with me
    Some days I actually think I might be schizo- (whoa)
    Phrenic, prolly not, but even writing this
    Is making me begin to spiral, oh, God (oh, oh, oh)
    Made a promise, told myself I wouldn't let the fear back in
    But then I did, though (whoa)
    Told the world that I was sick of running
    Then went back to running, what a joke (whoa)
    Disappointed, yeah, me too
    I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough, guess not (oh, oh, oh)
    It's the same song and dance, you've all seen it before
    Darkness holds out his hand, then we walk to the floor
    Every decision made isn't mine anymore
    Like a puppet with strings, I just don't have a choice
    What's the truth? What's a lie?
    Help me, God, help me, Lord
    Face your fears, dry your eyes
    Grandma died, what's the point?
    Lost the keys, lost my hope, lost my will, lost my joy
    Lost a friend, lost my home, lost my faith, lost my voice

    (Desperate)

    Standing back, watching my mansion burn to ash while I
    Hold the gas can, asking God if He started this fire
    Is this what You wanted? Is this what You wanted?
    Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life just to lay them to rest
    Is this what You wanted? Is this what You wanted?
    Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is
    Is this what You wanted?

    On the verge, on the edge
    (Is this what You wanted?)
    Petrified, scared to death
    (Is this what You wanted?)
    Praying to God, desperate
    (Is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)
    (Is this what You wanted?)
    Hanging on by a thread
    (Is this what You wanted?)
    Empty heart, nothing left
    (Is this what You wanted?)
    Breaking down, spiraling
    (Is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)
    (Is this what You wanted?)

    Standing back (is this what You wanted?)
    Watching my mansion (is this what You wanted?)
    Burn to ash (is this what You wanted?) While I (oh, oh, oh)
    (What You wanted, is this what You wanted?)
    Hold the gas (is this what You wanted?) Can
    Asking God if (is this what You wanted?)
    He started this fire (is this what You wanted, what You wanted?) Writer/s: Jeff Sojka, Nate Feuerstein
    Publisher: Capitol CMG Publishing
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