Bayside vocalist and lyricist Anthony Raneri
wrote this during the 2012 Warped Tour for his girlfriend (now his wife) Mia, when the couple was on the verge of a breakup. The heartfelt apology was never intended for public ears, but when his bandmates heard the song they insisted it be included on Cult
. "That's the most personal song I've ever written. It's like sharing a letter to the world; sharing my actual diary that I didn't think anybody would see," said Raneri.
"I always write a song with the intention of sharing it, but that lyrically was the first song I wrote that was so personal because I thought nobody would ever hear it," he added. "I think it's a great song; one of the best songs I ever wrote."