I Saw Your Face

Album: released as a single (2026)
Charted: 75
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Songfacts®:

  • "I Saw Your Face" finds Malcolm Todd in the aftermath of a "right person, wrong time" breakup. He regrets ending their relationship as he believed he wasn't right for his partner. Now he must dodge his ex in public to avoid a messy, fumbling encounter neither of them need.
  • "I Saw Your Face" is part of an informal Malcolm Todd canon about the anatomy of romantic loss. "Earrings" documents paralysis, two people saying nothing until nothing is left; "Sweet Boy" traces the slow drift of ambition pulling two people out of each other's reach; "Chest Pain (I Love)" captures the passive, helpless ache of missing someone who still haunts you; and "I Saw Your Face" arrives at the moment after the decision, the awkward, lacerating encounter with the consequences of your own choices. Together, the four songs read like chapters in a single, ongoing story: a young man learning, at some cost, what it actually means to love someone and let them go.
  • Whether drawn directly from Todd's life or refracted through fiction, the song bears the specificity of lived experience. Todd describes songwriting as a way of extracting "every last emotion" stuck inside him, and much of his catalog reads like dispatches from late adolescence. The central idea here - ending a relationship out of painful self-awareness rather than indifference - feels too awkward and emotionally expensive to have been invented at leisure. Few people fabricate this sort of discomfort for amusement.
  • Todd wrote and produced "I Saw Your Face" with three recurring collaborators: Jonah Cochran, Matthew Castellanos, and Blake Slatkin.

    Jonah Cochran is a member of Todd's live band, playing keys and guitar on tour alongside Charlie Ziman, Asher Kartman, and Luke Tyler Shelton. The cover of Todd's self-titled debut album shows the two of them wrestling outside, a snapshot of their close creative friendship.

    Blake Slatkin is one of the most in-demand producers in contemporary pop, with credits on hits by Justin Bieber, Ed Sheeran, The Kid Laroi, and Lizzo. His connection to Todd runs through family: Slatkin dated Gracie Abrams on and off from around 2017 to 2022, and Abrams is a close friend of Todd's sister Audrey Hobert - the pair met at their fifth-grade graduation and later co-wrote songs together for Abrams's 2024 album The Secret of Us.

    Matthew Castellanos is an LA-based filmmaker and songwriter best known for co-writing Steve Lacy's "Bad Habit," the #1 single that is among the key touchstones for Todd's own guitar-driven alt-R&B sound.
  • The video, directed by Malcolm Todd and Aidan Cullen, takes a sharp comic detour. It introduces the Strong Boys Club, where overly macho men bench-press teddy bears and perform cartoonish rituals of toughness. The absurdity is deliberate. By turning masculinity into parody, the clip suggests men are often taught to perform invulnerability while privately falling to bits.

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