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Album: Dysfunction (1999)
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Songfacts®:

  • Staind lead singer Aaron Lewis wrote this vulnerable song about being away from his wife, Vanessa, when the band goes on tours. Far from glamorous, life on the road lands him in hotels, away from his loved ones. In the song, he lays out his biggest fear: that he'll come and Vanessa will be gone.

    Lewis wrote the lyric and composed the music along with his Staind bandmates, who are all credited as writers.
  • Lewis and his wife Vanessa met before he hit it big with Staind. Aaron wasn't even sure he wanted to be a musician: he went to college to study jewelry design so he could go into his family's goldsmithing business. And his bandmates weren't guys he grew up with - they all came together in Springfield, Massachusetts, and while they bonded over music, they didn't have tight personal bonds.

    Lewis' brutal honestly in this song made his priorities clear. He and Vanessa stayed together and had three daughters. When Staind toured in 2001, Vanessa came along as a videographer.
  • "Home" was the third single from Staind's 1999 album Dysfunction, their first on a major label. Fred Durst of Limp Bizkit started mentoring the band in 1997 and invited them to Jacksonville, where they worked on the album under his direction (he's credited as a co-producer). After the album was released, Staind joined Limp Bizkit on the Family Values tour, where they picked up many new fans. "Home" and the first two singles, "Just Go" and "Mudshovel," got airplay on Modern Rock radio, and in 2000 the album was certified Platinum for sales of over one million in America. Staind's next album, Break The Cycle, was huge, thanks to the tracks "It's Been Awhile" and "Outside." Many of their new fans went back and bought the Dysfunction album, pushing it to over 2 million.
  • Fred Durst directed the music video, which shows the band on the road, staying at a nondescript motel. It gets less literal later on, with scenes of Lewis standing on a cliff. In one impressive shot, he jumps off and turns into a flock of birds.

Comments: 4

  • Angelique from Ann Arbor, MiThis song IS NOT about being away from his wife it's about for those who have ever runaway from home. How you struggle with the decision to be on your own, yet wanting to come back home.But not sure what to do
  • Sarah from Niagara Falls, CanadaHe wrote the song about being away from his wife. Dysfuction was the album that really put them on the start of the road map so to speak, it has some of the best known tracks on it such as, Home and Mudshovel.
  • Daniel from Ada, OkCourtney, why would Aaron Lewis sing a song about being away from his wife on an album called disfunction? I just wondering because I thought it was about getting out on your own and being away from my parents.
  • Debby from Sacramento, CaI wanted to comment on the song Home by Michael Buble. It is really slow and mellow and it's just beautiful. I also love Staind just saw them is concert.
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