Twist In My Sobriety

Album: Ancient Heart (1988)
Charted: 22
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Songfacts®:

  • The beginning of the song, "All God's children need traveling shoes" is the title of a book by the writer Maya Angelou. It is the fifth and last book of her autobiography series in which Angelou writes about her dream to return home as a black American woman to Africa and her subsequent emigration to Ghana. Said Tikaram: "I don't know why I used it but it sounded poetic and spiritual too me; the rest of the song is really about not understanding - when you're 18, you've got a very particular emotional relationship with the world, you feel very isolated, and everybody else is so distant and cold. And I think I was singing about not feeling anything or not being moved by things around. I think this is a strong feeling when you're just after adolescence. There is a very good film called Heavenly Creatures by a director from New Zealand, I don't know if you've seen it, it's about two girls that kill their mother... but it's not the murder that matters but their feelings and how you're feeling at that time. But then it passes by." (quote from an interview on Polish television)
  • In 1989, Liza Minnelli covered the song for her album Visible Results, which was produced by The Pet Shop Boys. Tikaram told Songfacts she is "deeply honored that Liza Minnelli sang that." She admitted that when Minnelli recorded her version, she was younger and didn't "really appreciated who she was." But now she's "a huge fan."

    Tanita added that she thinks that Minnelli, "understood the song in an American way," as "sobriety has a very specific meaning in America, about recovery... and alcohol." However as a Brit, the word had a different connotation to her, meaning "just to be very serious and sober in your behavior."
  • Tanita Tikaram is of Malaysian and Indo-Fijian parentage and is the sister of actor Ramon Tikaram. Her debut album Ancient Heart was released when she was 19 and was produced by Rod Argent and Peter Van Hoote. It featured this song and her biggest UK hit "Good Tradition," which peaked at #10. Subsequent releases have failed to meet with similar commercial success.
  • This was Tanita Tikaram's only US chart entry peaking at #25 in the Billboard Modern Rock chart.
  • A bookish teenager who was especially fond of the work of the early 20th century poetical novelist, Virginia Woolf, Tikaram's love of literature is evident throughout Ancient Heart. When we asked her what went though her mind when she wrote this song, Tanita replied that "a lot of the imagery is very bookish," adding that it's a "kind of road song. It's a real song with a landscape, and you feel that someone is describing a landscape."
  • Tikaram told the February 1990 edition of Q magazine that the song is, "about being too scared to get involved in things."
  • The song was accompanied by a sepia-colored video, set in rural Bolivia, which was directed by Gerard de Thame.
  • Ancient Heart remained in the top ten on the U.K. album chart for more than six months. It was also an international hit, especially in Norway, where the LP remained at #1 for 17 weeks.

Comments: 5

  • Yoram from IsraelFred, it is indeed an English Horn in this song, whereas to my ears, in "I Got you Babe" it must be either an oboe or a bassoon. An E. H. is actually an enlarged/elongated oboe, and thus playing at the lower (alt-ish) tones. I would suggest Randy Crawford's "one Day I'll Fly Away", preceding Tikaram's "Twist" by some 7 years, as another striking example of the enchanting, infinitely-beautiful, pensive, expressive sound of this instrument. Within the realm of Classical Music, one of the best known E.H. parts carries the lead tune in the Largo (2nd) Part of Dvorak's Symphony #9 ("From the New World").
  • Szandra from CremonaMartin, I believe there could be some influence there... this is exactly why I came to visit this site. First, I listened to Diana's live playing of Temptation, then as it reminded me of something, I checked Tanita's song, and now I am reading your comment, just to find out, we took the same path landing on this page. By the way, today it is 2020.02.02.
  • Martin from WageningenToday I heard the song Temptation by Diana Krall (Original by Tom Waits(1987)). There are remarkable parallels between those two songs. Is Tanita influenced by this song?
  • Jorge from Lima, PeruIt's actually an oboe, played by musician Malcolm Messiter.
  • Fred from Laurel, MdThis song got a lot of play here in the States, too -- don't know how it charted, but its haunting tone was extremely contagious. I find it irresistible.
    Perhaps the best use of an English horn in a popular song -- although the only other one that comes to mind is, "I Got You, Babe," by Sonny & Cher (1965).
    [Someone please correct me if either of these is actually an oboe -- they sound so similar -- but the E.H. is more mellow.]
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