Maybe I was too young
To fully understand
That's why I never healed from it healthy
Why I never trusted a man
You gotta love the way you have and I'll
Take that to my grave
Soon you'll open up your eyes and it'll all be gone one day
And I'm sitting here convincing you
To pick up the phone and call
I am my father's daughter but I'm
Nothing like him at all
I hear him in the way I speak
When I look in the mirror
The anger's grown in me and shows
Can it be any clearer?
That I'm like him 'cause he made me
The way I am when we're fighting
And all I need is somebody

And I'm crying on my mama's floor
Why don't you want this anymore?
And I'm craving you to change for me
You're saying, "I hear you and I love you
My heart it hurts for you
And I just cannot give you what you need"
Am I too much? Am I enough?
'Cause you said you wouldn't give up
Now I'm numb on my knees
Praying to God you talk to me
Wondering what it takes for you to stay
Off my mind and far out of my bloodstream

You never laid your hands on me
And that's something that I'm grateful for
But I should've known that you'd gone mad
When I saw the way you punched your doors
And I don't regret loving you
'Cause I know that you needed it
But the way you treated me
Made me feel like a little kid
Something deep inside of me tells
Me that you're not better now
And I'm sorry that I couldn't help
But I'm so glad I made it out

And I'm crying on my mama's floor
Why don't you want this anymore?
And I'm craving you to change for me
You're saying, "I hear you and I love you
My heart it hurts for you
And I just cannot give you what you need"
Am I too much? Am I enough?
'Cause you said you wouldn't give up
Now I'm numb on my knees
Praying to God you talk to me
Wondering what it is for you to stay
Off my mind and far out of my bloodstream Writer/s: Alyssa Grace, Steven Martinez
Publisher: Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
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